Am i alive?

And so it happens,
the cold rain crush into my skin,
and the winter takes my hopes,
the greatest love of all,
just like a whisper it goes away,
just a shadow, just a ghost,
the misterious eternity of the emptiness,
So? This is all after so many promises?
So?
And the night stand up with a simphony of solitude,
and yet i hope to see her again and kiss her lips,
like a pretty red blossom flower,
like the spring blowing in life,
but am i death or is my heart still alive?
theres still blood trough my veins that could bring me back her love?
or is too late to wake up the phantoms of passion and desire?
I miss you so much that i couldnt sleep, an my peace is frozen,
under the ice an cold of your abscence.